Inner crisis (massive negation)
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Written between october and december 2016.
Trivia
One of the weirdest, most articulate songs I've ever written - because fuck verse-chorus structures, who the fuck needs them amirite?
Despite what may seem, the lyrics are NOT about psychology. The protagonist ain't even a person.
Lyrics
A fragile entity of inner contrast
Never able to go forward
Perfect balance of pulses in her dualistic brain
Causing instability and immobility
No steps beyond this static condition
Of internal cognitive struggle
Completely opposite decisions of equal weight
Others go forward while she's still there
Slowly getting sick and mad...
Contrasting emotions, cognitive dissonance
Neutralizing any self-confidence
Supported by all those around her
But time is running out
Time to take your own responsability
And to reorganize your own cognitive structure
Any help, any idea, any proposal
Is still better than the swamp you're stuck in
Hypersensitivity to any single pulse
Caused by a juvenile authoritarian trauma
Among the finest intelligences known in this world
Lacking a hierarchy of goals and purposes
Any attempt to change reveals itself to be a scam
Just a different side of the coin
Inner crisis raging, closer to absolute ruin
Break traditions and get out of this hell
Some pulse needs more importance than the other ones around
To give direction and some decision
The weight of certain pulses can't be handled anymore
In opposition to what truly matters
These are the core values of the proposal that's brought
To stop this suicidal, neurotic path
Nothing can change without a radical twist
That will constitute a radically new attitude
Reshaping personality is not an easy business
But it still needs to start somewhere
Trample on those inner pulses and on self-destruction
Giving birth to a wholly new scheme
Unfortunately it's harder than you'd ever imagine
Self-defense mechanisms start to flow
The inner pulses are resisting, protecting themselves
Counter-reaction of massive negation, triggered
MASSIVE NEGATION (x2)
LIES, EXCUSES, SCAMS, DECEITS
FEAR, PREJUDICE, INTELLECTUAL DISHONESTY
HATRED, CONFLICT, ENVY, PRIDE
POWER STRUGGLE, HIDDEN INTERESTS
MIND INFECTED, NOT ENOUGH FORCE
TO TURN THE TABLE IN ITS OWN FAVOUR
EASY LIES ARE SHINING THROUGH
YET STILL LEADING TO MASSIVE NEGATION
The lower pulses have undoubtedly won
Their force is just completely unbearable
Nothing can be done to save this lost soul
Self-condemned to her own tragic doom
Sink some more, DIE!
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Also be sure to check out: Eraser, Duskvoid, Spasticus, The Krushers, Dukov, Humanity Eclipse, Lutto, Dethroner, Destrypse, Raping Life